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1 Woman's Powerful PSA About Miscarriage Proves That Loss Is Still a Loss, Regardless of the Timeline

When women discover that I lost a baby during the 20th week of pregnancy, they will often open up to me about their own...

Posted by A Beautifully Burdened Life by Jenny Albers on Monday, July 8, 2019

Jenny Albers, a mom and writer who has suffered more than one miscarriage, has an important PSA for women who find themselves in the same devastating situation: the amount of grief you're going through doesn't need to be proportionate to how long you carried your baby. In a moving Facebook post, she shared her experiences of losing two pregnancies and some of the conversations she's had with other women on the matter.

"When women discover that I lost a baby during the 20th week of pregnancy, they will often open up to me about their own loss, but reduce its significance by saying they were 'only' six weeks, eight weeks, or fill-in-the-blank weeks pregnant when their loss occurred," explained Jenny. "They usually follow up that 'only' statement by saying something along the lines of how their loss does not compare to mine."

For Jenny, who's found herself in these women's shoes before, these statements can be problematic. "I guess I've said or thought some variation of the same thing," she wrote. "When discussing my early loss versus my later loss, I've reduced it to being nothing more than a medical mishap that occurred when I was 'only' six weeks pregnant. And when hearing of someone else's full-term loss, I've considered how much worse it might have been to lose my baby at 40 weeks instead of at 'only' 20 weeks. But that's where the problem lies. It's in the comparison. It's in thinking that one pregnancy, one life, is more significant than another based on its duration. It's in thinking that the loss of a baby who was too small to be seen, or held, is less significant than the baby who was big enough for a crib, but was laid in a casket instead."

Regardless of how far along a mom-to-be loses her pregnancy, Jenny wants people to understand that a miscarriage is a terrible, upsetting loss no matter what the circumstances.

"Whether it was an early loss or a late loss, I've missed out on the same things as every other loss mom."
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"The truth is that my losses are no more or less significant than anyone else's," she said. "Whether it was an early loss or a late loss, I've missed out on the same things as every other loss mom. I've missed a lifetime of getting to know two of my children. I've missed milestones and celebrations. I've missed the mundane moments that would have made up the majority of memories with the two babies who didn't make it home."

While Jenny doesn't presume to know how other women may have been affected by their miscarriages, she wants to make it clear there's no "only" in pregnancy. There is, however, an "already."

"There was a pregnancy that had already progressed to six, or eight, or 20 weeks along," she explained. "There was already life as evidenced by two pink lines. The same pink lines that had already alerted a woman to her role as mother. There was already the sound of a heartbeat, whether it beat for a day, a month, or longer. There was already a connection between mother and baby.
And there was already love planted deeply in a mother's heart. A love that had already begun to grow from the moment the first sign of life was displayed in the once empty window of a pregnancy test."

Now, Jenny is encouraging others to view their miscarriages differently. "It doesn't matter if a pregnancy 'only' lasted for a few weeks. It doesn't matter if it was an early loss or a late loss," she wrote. "What matters is that there was already a baby who was loved immensely. And love cannot be measured in weeks."

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